I need some help i dont know whats wrong with me !! Please I urge mature answers?

Honestly, it's something to speak with a doctor about. It's impossible to deduce from just reading this on a screen right now. But, from what I'm reading, I don't think that they are the same symptoms. Granted, I know little to nothing about Schizophrenia, but it sounds to me like you may just be suffering from low esteem. But once again, I know absolutely nothing about this disease and I believe that you should speak to a doctor.